Thank you so much for your sweet, supportive comments! I feel so lucky, so understood, something I need a lot of right now!
Thank you for telling me not just what I want to hear but what I need to hear DONT DO THAT! Geez! Did I do anyone any favors?
Sparkle- Why do women act let the man set the pace if they arent comfortable? You are so right!, if I was uncomfortable with the speed of things and he still pushes it, then I don't want him! Thanks for the reminder. BTW you inspired me when you said on apprentice that you wouldn't call those guys- it is so much better being alone than treated like less than we deserve- thanks for the inspiration!
Stacy- I know! My mouth nearly dropped open when I saw those words "I didn't want to disappoint him" Come on! To make it worse this is the third (or more) time I have done this! This is SO UNACCEPTABLE! Thank you, I have the right to be treated with kindness and affection, I don't owe anyone anything for treating me well.
Hobby- Woo-ey! I know you know where I am coming from! I want them to want to get in my pants, because I want in theirs, just like I want them to be crazy for me because I want to be crazy for them, but not all right away (I still don't know his middle name.) We do have to learn that we are sexy without it being told to us, if we know it then we can't be manipulated by it (not to say he was intentionally manipulating me- intentional being the key word) If we are patient and confident we will meet someone up on our level, arent you glad that we have Satan to have to crush on in the mean time?
And Satan- You are such a phenomenally cool person. Your "not much more to say" says everything.
Everyone who reads- sheesh. Thanks for reading. Thanks for cringing with me at my mistakes, and smiling with me at my victories. I hope my sharing my often unflattering behavior helps you in some way to examine your own, and to treat yourself like gold.
mood: really, really fortunate