This is what depression can lead to if left untreated:
spidey right now
If you pray, please pray for her.
I spoke with the police officer who went to the house. Her husband is taking her to a hospital right now (thank god)
If you EVER think "maybe I should kill myself" even mildly, that is called "suicidal ideation" and it is a symptom of depression and signals the need for medical help. If you ever even entertain this type of thought you must tell a doctor ASAP, because if it gets more serious you will not have the energy.
I am beside myself right now. I want to take her pain away but I can't. What I can do is take care of myself, not let myself get sicker. I will write more in a minute. I need to breathe.
mood: worried, angry (god-damn disease!)