Days like today are supposed to feel like heaven. My roommate is on a trip and I don't have plans today, it's just me, alone, in the apartment, this is supposed to be paradise to me, am I loving it? No. I am bored, and lonely! :)
This is such a great sign. Usually I am just dying for time alone, and I have to drag myself to do normal young people stuff like going to bars and shopping. But today I would have probably been happier going to a bar or shopping!
One of the curses of my life has been the effort it takes to be a good friend. Yes, everyone should work hard to be a good friend, but I mean wanting to hang out at all. Having the anti-depressant increased has been a hard transition, but I am seeing now that it is a really good thing!
So congratulate me, I am lonely and bored, like a normal 28 year old woman should be when she's alone on a friday night! Now, did I call any of my friends to go out? One step at a time, ok? LOL
mood: lonely and bored -whoopie!