It's Christmas eve, and Christmas in Kenya, and I am trying to call my (still) boyfriend to wish him a Merry Christmas. This morning was Sunday, his day when he is least busy, and there was no call (I suspect this has something to do with money, since he hasn't called for weeks now.) As it has been throughout the time he has been gone, I can't get a hold of him. His phone is switched off, and he has no voicemail.
So this is a sign isn't it? Sure, I am 90% broken up with him in my mind, but we arent broken up yet! I suppose he is scared of me right now because my last 3 e-mails have been angry, but its CHRISTMAS, if he wanted to try to win me, the least he might do is send me a Christmas e-mail.
A Christmas e-mail, that's not too much to ask, is it? I really have to break up with him, don't I?