Thats a Pakistani phrase my ex once translated for me. I like it because it doesn't get that billy ocean song in your head, even though it's in there anyway.
I layed in bed but know I won't be able to sleep tonight, so why lay in bed stewing in anxiety? If I am up I can work on the ad for a new roommate. Or at least get my thoughts in order.
This couldn't have happened last month when I had 4 days off a week? No, it all has to happen tonight, right before a 2 day (I just did a 3 day) and I will only have 2 days off after, too much usually. And why the fucking phone? If I could have my cell with me I could get stuff done while gone, FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!
Fuck fuck fuck
I am fine with her moving, mostly because I have had plenty of emotional time to prepare, but she wants to move in a month (could have told me sooner) and why today? WHY? AHHHHHHHHHHH And I am really not excited about adjusting to a new roommate, or them adjusting to me. I liked having an introvert, someone who didn't want to be all up in my life, but still......
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH is all thats in my head. I feel like running in a circle. I don't want to do this much yet, I just want to scream. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Okay, I guess I am not becoming life like I should right now, I just don't know where to start. I should tell her I need 2 months, the chances of getting a quality roommate in one month are really decreased. I don't even know what to post for rent cost. WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! Money was just getting better, so much was getting better. Ahhhhshafglksjerh gakrignh v;