I can feel I am a bit depressed. I hope it doesnt last long. I hope it can be excorcised with art or something.
I had another awful dream, during a daytime nap I felt was my right, partially because I am working a "High-speed" tonight, which means 4 hours rest, which means I dont plan to sleep at all I think.
My dream involved Gene Simmons & Hugh Hefner, and a lot of dehumanizing of women. My reaction was a mix of pain and hedonism. I was happy to wake up, even if I had plenty of orgasms in my sleep.
By the way. Mike wrote me 2 e-mails last night. I think he wants a girlfriend without the effort or sex. whatever