I think I am pushing my feelings away, because I don't want to write this post. If I dont write, I dont have to analyze and think about it.
The grooms brother has some dumb girlfriend now. It wasnt in my for-sure plan to want to have a relationship with him, but I wanted to see where it would go. I really liked him. A nice guy in the street, a whore in the bedroom
What a loser. What does office max girl have that I dont? I think I am good enough that the fact I live in another city, and will be gone for over a month still makes me a great match.
Right now no guy can compare to him in my mind. It sucks to see it's not mutual