Charles asked if I would call him from skype on sunday (our day to talk.) I said at the time I couldn't because my computer was being serviced. Well my computer came back early and so I e-mailed him telling him I would, but I never recieved an e-mail back.
I called him half a dozen times today. I let it ring for ages because I don't know when he is receiving the call, or if skype is just trying to call. Well he picked up eventually, and his voice sounded awful. He has a bad cold, and he has taken cold medication, so he was drowsy.
Heres the thing...I still wanted to talk to him. I knew he was sick, but somehow it was more important to me that he talk to me, because I miss him so much, and I am so frustrated by our lack of communication. This seems kind of selfish to me, especially since when I was sick I didn't answer the phone, and he didn't call over and over (but again, I did that because of Skype, if it was phone to phone I wouldn't have)
I am really frustrated by this relationship. I only talk to him once a week (if that) and I rarely get e-mails from him. Now he says he might stay a few days longer, because he has to interview 2 important people. I am so sick of this and angry at him, and I don't know if thats fair.