Sunday, November 26, 2006

Selfish Diana

Charles asked if I would call him from skype on sunday (our day to talk.) I said at the time I couldn't because my computer was being serviced. Well my computer came back early and so I e-mailed him telling him I would, but I never recieved an e-mail back.

I called him half a dozen times today. I let it ring for ages because I don't know when he is receiving the call, or if skype is just trying to call. Well he picked up eventually, and his voice sounded awful. He has a bad cold, and he has taken cold medication, so he was drowsy.

Heres the thing...I still wanted to talk to him. I knew he was sick, but somehow it was more important to me that he talk to me, because I miss him so much, and I am so frustrated by our lack of communication. This seems kind of selfish to me, especially since when I was sick I didn't answer the phone, and he didn't call over and over (but again, I did that because of Skype, if it was phone to phone I wouldn't have)

I am really frustrated by this relationship. I only talk to him once a week (if that) and I rarely get e-mails from him. Now he says he might stay a few days longer, because he has to interview 2 important people. I am so sick of this and angry at him, and I don't know if thats fair.


That Girl said...

Is that skype any good...I just watched a news piece on it. Talk to your guy about how you feel...

Diana Crabtree said...

Hi Sparkle :) I didn't know you still read :)

Skype is pretty great. It is very quirky, but it allows two people, in different countries, to talk for free if they both have skype on their computers. I can call Charles' phone in Kenya for 35 cents a minute. I don't know if that is a good rate or not, but my phone wont let me call Kenya.