I spoke with my psychiatrist this week, becuase I am so happy and productive, I assumed it must be mania. He asked me some questions and said "you are not in a manic or hypomanic state" which means I am actually happy! My inability to make my house livable was my main reason for seeking therapy in the first place, and look at it now!
If you were to ask me "Diana, where is your green belt?" I could walk straight to where it is and put it on! Before I might have "an idea" but I would still have to pull out some boxes and dig a bit, so instead I would just skip the belt.
I can see so clearly why I sabotauge myself in so many ways, if I met a man I liked, I could have never let him see my room! If I found a good opportunity I wouldn't have the time to persue it, because I was tethered to my house, having to overhaul it monthly, just to manage what was in it!
I am so thankful that I started this blog, sought therapy, and tried Risperdal, I may have the life I always dreamed of!
I feel almost overwhelmed. I have so much life I can actually live now!
It won't remain this clean, but there is a place for everything now, so returning the whole place to this state will take 3 hours, not 3 weeks.
I still have more to do, PLENTY to do, to be able to mentally account for everything I own and be able to find it (that is my goal- and I am damn close!) But I did a good job of compartmentalizing the projects, so one day off I go through my office supplies, the next week I go through my decorations. The last thing I have to do today is carry all of this downstairs (whew!) can you believe this was all in that tiny little bedroom???
I had to take these pictures as a celebration. You take pictures at a graduation or wedding, I see this too as a life changing event.
mood: over the moon, SOOOOO proud!
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Finished :)
I actually had to MAKE myself stop working!
Good job!
Can I hire you to work on my place? LOL
I was getting close to that point of being overwhelmed by the clutter in my life, but recently was able to take a turn for the better. I too am working on that "A place for everything, and everything in it's place" mentality.
You're giving me hope for my situation; thank you.
Good Job! Congrats!
I'm a great proponent of pride.
Be Proud!
Thanks Sparkle!
Henry, there is hope! If you told any of my friends my house would be this orderly they would say "Maybe if she got a maid"
Just keep working at it, a bit at a time, and get rid of everything you don't use! You are worth more than that box of old computer pieces under your bed :)
Be inspired! I was a LOST CAUSE!
Satan, thanks for your help. My soul was a small price to pay to get the rewards! I am also happy to give up my J Lo figure for this.
Very Good Job, Diana.
Really, truly, congratulations. It's so great to hear you so elated.
HA! No need to thank me.
*Hands Diana good bottle of Champange* Seeing as I didn't really do anything I've put your soul in the bottom. Start drinking.
Lovely, I give you champagne and a soul and you ignore me... lovely *wink*
I have been very busy Satan...I was searching in bottle after bottle for my soul...turns out "Jose Cuervo" is not a brand of champagne! *burp*
Here trwy arrrr litwle of me ome berw.. *hic*
*glug glug glug*
The third macerena dancing fairy on the right (the one with green skin) is looking at me funny
Here let me *hic*
*swat*
drat, misshed. Come black ere ya liwtlie blighta.
*hic*
Be careful! Don't hit the silver one on the left with the beehive! I like her!
sheeeeeeee's a bitch! Come ere blowdy cow. Mooooo Moooo
*Falls over*
Might ave ad too much...
I am going to try to catch her in this bottle so I can keep her and she can macerena for me every day, I better empty it first *chug chug* *CRASH! bottle drops to the floor as Diana collapses*
errr... I don't feel so well
I've alced to muych drunkahole
Lwook whweere yu droppn stuff, that's me ead. Di... *hic* Di, he he he she's passed out. Goooood one. mateyyrr Ya party anuuuumal. He he ee ee
*vomit*
Can you repeat that Elvis?
12 HOURS LATER...
What did we do last night. Look at this place.
And I just cleaned it!
Why are you wearing my bra?
I'll help you get it back in order, don't worry, How you feeling?
Typical, the fairies create all the mess and they're never here the next day to help clean up.
My ears were cold.
LMAO!
Ow! Laughing hurts!
Here's a asprin. How do you think those foot marks got on the ceiling. *Satan drinks another beer to kill the headache* Mmmm, hair of the dog.
Why are you naked... not that there's anything wrong with that.
Because last night you told me your ears were cold
He he he oooo *Takes another sip*
Huh, don't remember that... I thought they were ear muffs. At least that's what the polar bear told me. Here *Hands Diana his cloak and her bra* Nice to see you're not ashamed of it.
I could never be ashamed of "Polie" (even though he never stays to help clean either!)
You haven't explained yet why YOUR naked
Polie, wow, your on good terms with him. Boyfriend huh?
He always makes me call him Sir Norbet Winston the great of the North Pole Regional Board of Hunters and Collectors.
I gave you my cloak ...and I took the polar bear outfit off so you wouldn't know it was me!
I wouldn't call him a "boyfriend" more like...bearfriend
In that case... get to cleaning!
Yeah, I call him a beerfriend.
(nothing hotter than a naked man doing housework!)
Why don't you jump in the shower and I'll take you to breakfast... lunch... brunch...
I'll get some of the devils up to get this place clean.
Oh I didn't realise it was a fetish thing. Where's your mop?
You know, posted on my fridge is a top ten list of why I should own "a slave" it was given to me by Slave Anthony at a danceclub when I let him kiss my boot.
1. You can lounge around while he cleans your house
2. You can make him take you to nice resturaunts
Huh?
3. You can ask him for boyfriend advice
I'm serious!
LOL
That's what the 'HUh?' was for! I know you're serious. Hehehe
Keep going...
I like 1 & 2, I don't think a Slave would give the best relationship advice though.
It was at "Bondage a go go" a really corny, not sexual at all theme night
I used to like going there because they play industrial music and most people are REALLY nerdy so I dont feel all self concious
Are you sure you want more?
All 10 please : )
Its lots of nerds, a few trendy people and a small handfull of freaks. (you have to expect it)
He came up to my table on his knees and held up a sign that said "can I kiss your boot?"
I asked if it would offend him if I said no, he said no, and I just decided, "what the hell"
He gave me this top ten list as a prize :)
Did it give you a sense of power?
4. You can torture his worthless cock and balls, just for fun
5. You can make him cook for you
No, it did not give me a sense of power, it gave me a sense of entertainment. I enjoyed having a bondage a go go souvenier
4. Ouch, that's just not nice.
5. I'd cook for you anyway. I like to cook.
6. You can expect endless flattery and praise
6. Have I told you you're cool today...
Aww Satan! Nothing is more attractive then a nude man doing housework and cooking!
not that I need to, I gave you one hell of a polar bear clad encore last night...
Let's just not cook anything in oil. Splatters. Oooooo!
Oil free is good, (watching my figure) , what are you cooking?
I'm cooking with gas!
I can cook anything, what are you in the mood for!
I can cook anything, what are you in the mood for!
Apparently I'm very adamant about that... twice.
I love Mexican food (speaking of gas)
I was trying to come up with a good pun...
I got one...
I'm in the mood for twice baked potatoes
Ha ha ha,
Quassia Dia (sp?) then, grilled vege's and so forth. No gas... just tasty, tasty mexican mamma.
Maybe I'm not very punny today but I don't get it...
Geez, don't hate me for it...
frustrating isn't it!
LMAO!
No!
Well you can tell me 7, 8, 9, & 10 later.
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